Who wouldn't want to forget the past and live on with the future?


I have got over it, but I just couldn't forget it.



How would I ever forget?
I know, I'm to blame.
I've always tried to look on the positive side, treating it as a lesson for me and everyone around me to learn from.

But...

I realized that somehow it's just an excuse.


I don't know if I'm alone in this or are there people suffering with me too?
(I hope I'm alone...)

It's not that I don't want to forget about the past.
But it just seems like it's going to be an unforgettable one.
It's a painful and traumatizing past I had.
One which will constantly be playing back in my head.
I don't wish to be reminded of it either, because it's scary and painful.

I know, I'm the one who had chose this.
And I regretted.



Deep down inside, do you know how much I wish to erase this past of mine?


I'll just move on, live on with it and shall not talk about it anymore...
and I wonder, how much will it help me to forget?