After going through certain things in life...

Sometimes, I felt like I have no emotions.
I wouldn't cry nor be angry. I just kept my silence for a lot of things.
Sometimes I even have to force myself to cry.
Weird eh?

I'm a little lost at it.
Is it because most of the time I'm calm that's why I always kept my silence first and think before reacting?

What's worst is, most of the time I don't react. =\